Hai ;3

Just two days of working just jogging, I already feel a difference. :)

Sun, 16 Jun 2013 18:21:54 -0700

Just two days of working just jogging, I already feel a difference. :)

Aimed at making myself a better person.

Fri, 14 Jun 2013 08:33:54 -0700

Aimed at making myself a better person.

I think I’m going to make a video about liking someone and the shit you go through when they...

Thu, 13 Jun 2013 14:22:30 -0700

I think I’m going to make a video about liking someone and the shit you go through when they don’t like you back. Yeah.. Seems like a good stress reliever for me. Haven’t made a video in a long time. I don’t know if you guys realized, but 75% of all the videos I’ve made, or stories, whatever. Are actual events that are happening to me.

Why do I keep wanting more? I have a car, I have a motorcycle, I have clothes, I have money, I have...

Thu, 13 Jun 2013 14:18:52 -0700

Why do I keep wanting more?

I have a car, I have a motorcycle, I have clothes, I have money, I have two loving parents, and I have an amazing family in general.

But I feel like there’s still something missing.

I’ve always have moments like these during the day where I’m just laying on my bed, no...

Thu, 13 Jun 2013 14:14:33 -0700

I’ve always have moments like these during the day where I’m just laying on my bed, no one other than me is in the house, and I’m pretty much doing nothing. Not even my TV is on, no music playing, not even a light bulb lit up.

Whenever these moments happen, I don’t know why but I’ve always start to think deeply about situations I’m in. Trying to organize why certain things happen, thinking back on things that I simply avoided to not think about..

It’s all jumbled up in my mind, but the main focus I’m thinking about right now is why the fuck have I let myself go so much. Why have I been slacking on my self-image, why have I been avoiding so many important things, and why do I keep thinking about “her” so much.

I’ve always thought I’ve been “doing too much” as in getting a clean hair cut every week or two. Damn, trying to dress up every time I go out… There’s a saying that people should like you for who you are right? So I stopped “maintaining” myself. But soon to realize and by just simply looking at myself right now on how much I’ve let myself go.. I don’t even like myself right now.

To make it worse I keep thinking about this girl and over thinking everything such as, does she like me back, am I annoying her, am I doing too much. Why hasn’t she texted me back.. Idk. I think I’m just going to avoid her all together, it’s causing me too much problems.

Yeah there’s plenty of fish, but I’m tired of fishing.

I guess it’s back to individualism. Improve who I am, back to that high maintenance type of phase. Maybe that would make her interested back. We’ll see. Time to change.

People come and go. Yet, I feel like I give less attention to the people who actually stays. I...

Thu, 13 Jun 2013 13:41:10 -0700

People come and go. Yet, I feel like I give less attention to the people who actually stays.

I guess we all try to do more for people who interest us the most, but I feel that’s what draws most of them away. Maybe it’s because the lack of interest back, or maybe it’s because we’re doing it all wrong.

I don’t really know but it sucks.

The feeling of liking someone knowing that they don’t like you back.

Thu, 13 Jun 2013 13:33:14 -0700

The feeling of liking someone knowing that they don’t like you back.

Last night I got fucked up. Drinking is not cool.

Wed, 12 Jun 2013 21:31:50 -0700

Last night I got fucked up.

Drinking is not cool.

Going the opposite direction;

Thu, 30 May 2013 18:34:23 -0700

Going the opposite direction;

Why celebrate when you’re not where you want to be.

Mon, 20 May 2013 02:01:32 -0700

Why celebrate when you’re not where you want to be.

I believe we now live in a generation where self-control will be the pathway to success.

Mon, 20 May 2013 00:07:25 -0700

I believe we now live in a generation where self-control will be the pathway to success.

Sometimes I wonder who actually uses Tumblr nowadays and why do I keep checking my dashboard every...

Mon, 20 May 2013 00:06:43 -0700

Sometimes I wonder who actually uses Tumblr nowadays and why do I keep checking my dashboard every single time I get on the internet which is like every single minute.

Zayumn dude, I feel like a whole different person.

Sun, 19 May 2013 21:48:04 -0700

Zayumn dude, I feel like a whole different person.

finally new pictures! :D

Sat, 11 May 2013 20:45:00 -0700

finally new pictures! :D

I think I almost hit the camera lol.

Sat, 11 May 2013 14:52:00 -0700

I think I almost hit the camera lol.

vroom vroom!

Mon, 06 May 2013 22:20:00 -0700

vroom vroom!

Woops!

Mon, 06 May 2013 17:32:09 -0700

Woops!

Mount Tamalpais!

Wed, 01 May 2013 23:21:16 -0700

Mount Tamalpais!

Have you ever encountered a moment where you’re out for dinner with your girlfriend/boyfriend...

Sun, 28 Apr 2013 00:10:38 -0700

Have you ever encountered a moment where you’re out for dinner with your girlfriend/boyfriend and once your food comes and you start eating, you don’t know if you should just keep eating until you’re done or take a pause from eating and have small talk? Lol.

I don’t understand people sometimes. If you don’t want to talk to a person anymore, why...

Sat, 27 Apr 2013 23:17:25 -0700

I don’t understand people sometimes.

If you don’t want to talk to a person anymore, why do you just simply ignore them? Especially if you guys liked each other?

You’re putting a person in dismay with themselves not knowing what happened between you two.

If you don’t want to talk to a person anymore, tell them directly. Don’t just ignore their calls and texts hoping for them to forget about you. Because they won’t.